I learned a couple of things about myself today. I always thought that a person knows himself the best, but I guess it can be wrong sometimes. Just like other mornings where I surf the net for news, or just blog walking to some random blogs, I did the same today, nothing different. Only that the things I saw and read this morning made me realise that -
- I am not as mature and as intellectual I thought I was and I can still be bias and that's not gonna be good.
It might be possible that deep inside I tend to overlook some small things because I want to see things the way I want them to be. As someone who is supposedly mature and wise I really should have taken my time, being silent and at the same time think, look for the answers and more stories, infos, facts on certain issues. I will end up making myself look silly in the future if I didn't acknowledge and address this problem I'm facing. Well, probably it's not too much of a problem just that I thought if I can improve myself on this, I can be a better person. =)
I am a true last minute person. LOL
I was doing something, a last minute thing. Something that should have been done eons ago! Wasn't too hard, and I enjoyed doing it. Things would have gotten much better, prettier, nicer and neater too if I didn't take my own sweet time delaying to do it.
It was the same when I was in my 2nd year and 1st semester of the 3rd year. You can say those times were my dark ages which also include the time when I was in form 4. Honeymoon year, that's what everyone said about being in form 4.
In my 2nd semester of 3rd year, I shaped myself up, and get myself disciplined. Unsurprisingly, I got really, really good grades for my assignments and lab reports. Too bad I didn't do really good in my exams if not would have aced it. The point is, doing things last minute gives me this feeling of guilt, it feels like I suck badly. I know I can change myself to not be a last minute person. Hope I won't stay like this in the future. When I have a job. My own life. huhu
Ah, I've been ranting a lot lately. Well, bear with me people! =P
Narcissistic photo =P Remind me of the time when I was with my bffs. =)
hehehehe
Ulasan
Holy Smoke!
First time I come across a 23 year old writes like this.
No need belanjar me teh tarek, ha ha...honest!
The ones I have seen, da lepas batu tiga pulul no standard.
Macham I see see you no come, I no see you come, baby come, how come, type of English, ha ha,
I guess we all tend to be lazy sometimes, but what the heck...just live your life with no excuses, love with no regrets.
Have fun and stay easy, man.
Best regards, Lee.
Yeah, I guess to live with no regrets is quite a challenge, but it's possible. thanks for the comment uncle lee. =)
You have fun and take care too. =D