- I am not as mature and as intellectual I thought I was and I can still be bias and that's not gonna be good.
It might be possible that deep inside I tend to overlook some small things because I want to see things the way I want them to be. As someone who is supposedly mature and wise I really should have taken my time, being silent and at the same time think, look for the answers and more stories, infos, facts on certain issues. I will end up making myself look silly in the future if I didn't acknowledge and address this problem I'm facing. Well, probably it's not too much of a problem just that I thought if I can improve myself on this, I can be a better person. =)
I am a true last minute person. LOL
I was doing something, a last minute thing. Something that should have been done eons ago! Wasn't too hard, and I enjoyed doing it. Things would have gotten much better, prettier, nicer and neater too if I didn't take my own sweet time delaying to do it.
It was the same when I was in my 2nd year and 1st semester of the 3rd year. You can say those times were my dark ages which also include the time when I was in form 4. Honeymoon year, that's what everyone said about being in form 4.
In my 2nd semester of 3rd year, I shaped myself up, and get myself disciplined. Unsurprisingly, I got really, really good grades for my assignments and lab reports. Too bad I didn't do really good in my exams if not would have aced it. The point is, doing things last minute gives me this feeling of guilt, it feels like I suck badly. I know I can change myself to not be a last minute person. Hope I won't stay like this in the future. When I have a job. My own life. huhu
Ah, I've been ranting a lot lately. Well, bear with me people! =P
Narcissistic photo =P Remind me of the time when I was with my bffs. =)