okay, this may sound freaking weird, but no, i, in no way, am in love with object, just that i really miss binishell..
FYI, binishell used to be the main hall/auditorium/indoor sports venue for Monash Gippsland last time. Thats where the badminton club used to have its badminton session twice a week, every Tuesday and Thursday. It was in the uni area, so very accessible..though there were 2 vents over 2 badminton courts, it was okay..
last thursday night, wasnt really my night, or should i say not the badminton club's night? anyway now that the binishell is gone, the badminton club has to have its badminton session at kurnai college gym which is like, 15 minutes walking from my place??? damn.. and last thursday, we forgot to deactivate alarm, which made the police came to the gym..all that false alarm, police checking up on the gym cost the kurnai college $110, which of course the club has to pay as we were the one that screwed up..but the most frustrating part is, Kurnai themselves forgot to leave the badminton nets for us to use....it was damn frustrating that i felt like crying really...imagine walking all the way from south residence to just play badminton only to find out the net wasnt there??? what the shell dude??? though the members were all playing as if it didnt bother them i am still pissed off about it...okay, maybe i am exaggerating if i said i felt like crying, maybe just feeling extremely distressed about it..
and i kept forgetting to turn off all the lights..damn it...and i decided to be alone by myself after that, i declined a car ride from James (if thats his name, sorry) thanks a lot pal, but sometimes i do feel like to be alone, and that night i wanted to walk myself.. i dropped by at the site where Binishell used to be there, now only i know how precious is binishell to most of us, especially to the badminton club...
hmm, also, i learned that there are friends who dont like it when im not happy myself, not being the usual crazy me who likes to chuckle after every sentence i say, and they were kind enough to bring me apple pie and sundae =P i dont want to be emo/sad/depressed too, but when shit happens i guess its just humane to feel that way...
thank God for such blessings and reminders...
